Beyond Redemption – Intoxicated, Emancipated, Unapologetic.

The Notorious One.

Name: Da Grrrl
I Do: FanFic
With: Human InuYasha
At: Absolution

My Inner Geek is Showing!

Wednesday, 22 February, 2012

LOOK WHAT KAU GOT ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!

I’m a HUGE fan of Daryl, and if you’re a collector of these kinds of toys, you probably know it’s getting VERY hard to find this particular one. Some people still have it, but they’re jacking the price to 2-3 times what it’s actually worth. But kau found me one today in her neck of the woods (since the guy I wanted to get it from sold out too >.<).

HAZ SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!

I didn't think I'd get one, but thanks to my kau, I haz my own. <33333333

*Lets my inner nerd rejoice*

Fiction is Still Not Ready, But

Wednesday, 22 February, 2012

The new skin is. Yay! \o/

Like I said, it’s a scene from an older, completed fiction. The original art (and you wanna see it. It’s awfully pretty), will post on the same day as the skin (at my gallery). My awesome Neo even made a really cute wallpaper for me with the art, so I’m giddy. I won’t be posting the wallie, though. At least not without a heavy watermark, since that was a personal goodie for me. <333

I'm still waiting for more art, including the Knife of Romance scene. So I probably won’t even begin work on the next chapter until that piece is ready. You guys have been with that story for a long time and deserve some eye candy (and no, no one is nude. Perverts. lol.)
There are only a few chapters left to that one. I had some other places I was thinking of taking the plot, but I think I may cut it short in favor of completion.

Anymewho, you won’t see this skin right away because I want you to see two others first. But you will definitely see it soon along with more updates. The Neighbor >.> is being difficult. Apologies in advance, but these next 2 chapters really will be short. Like, 3000 words short. They’re the last on the original list, and while I did say that I reserve the right to skip anything that gives me a headache, I don’t want to do that with these two, especially the problem child. I get TONS of inquiries about that fucking story and I cringe at the thought of all the lovelies who will be disappointed by not seeing some kind of update on it, even if it’s not a great update…

So, bear with me a bit longer. Something will appear by Friday, hell or high water, greatness or suckage.

Writing… And Hating It.

Monday, 20 February, 2012

I’m writing The Neighbor (Yes, I’m sure many of you were waiting to see me say that) and as usual, hating it. It’s a difficult story to pen for many reasons that I’m not going to get into here (and no, none of them are personal. These are author issues). I’m not guaranteeing when you’ll see this update. Just know that it is being worked on and you shouldn’t expect much because I’m making it very short. It will probably be the story that blows my fucking FA month (since chances are it won’t be done in time). I’m so annoyed with this stupid story. Honestly am.

That is all.

EDIT: BETA FOUND!

Saturday, 18 February, 2012

I’ve found a beta. Yay! \o/

Okay, so let’s make this simple and clean. I need a beta, and the requirements, again, are simple and clean.

-You must be a regular reviewer at Absolution. In other words, I need to know who you are. So, if you respond to this, do so with the penname you use at my site.

-You must be really timely with returns when I submit a chapter to you. I’m impatient that way. If I send it to you in the middle of the night/morning, I need it back later in the same day. If I send it late night, I need it back the next morning. Impossible? Not really, and I’ll tell you why in a sec.

-Don’t correct my writing style or give me advice on how/what to write. In other words, don’t attempt to tailor what I’m doing into what YOU wish to see. That’s not what I need you for and it will only annoy me. Then, shortly after, I’ll politely let you know that your services won’t be needed.

-Don’t show my work to anyone. Don’t post my work anywhere. Don’t do anything with my shit that you know I won’t appreciate. I’ll ‘fire’ you then ban you from my site post haste. My work, my copyright. The End.

-I don’t want your grammar help. I have a certain style to the way I write (that includes sentence structure, fragments -all that). What I want from you is… your voice.

(OMG, kidding! LOL. Inu cupcakes if you can tell me what that line is from!)

But seriously, this is what I need my beta to do:

I have a terrible habit of skipping words (i.e. “What [missing word goes here] did was wrong.”, and occasionally, using the wrong word (i.e. who’s and whose).

So, all I need you to do is read the chapter and fill in the missing words (if there are any) or correct usage on a word that’s obviously mixed up.

THAT IS ALL. TOUCH NOTHING ELSE.

This is a very easy peasy thing to do, but when you spend hours writing something, you become too close to it. Your mind is filling in the missing word -even if your eyes are not actually seeing the word- and the task is made more difficult when you have a trillion fics to update.

So, if RL isn’t being a monster to you and you feel like seeing my chapters in advance, use the link at Absolution to mail me. And if you follow my stuff, you know I don’t update every second. You won’t be bombarded. In fact, you’d only be called when I really feel like I need a second set of eyes.

Allrighty then…

Like The Way I Do!

Thursday, 16 February, 2012

Tell me does she love you like the way I love you?
Does she stimulate you, attract and captivate you?
Tell me does she miss you, existing just to kiss you?
Like the way I do?

Tell me does she want you, infatuate and haunt you?
Does she know just how to shock you, electrify and rock you?
Does she inject you, seduce you and affect you?
Like the way I do?

Well, does any other fanfic chick do it the way I do?!

LOL! I’M SO JOKING!! <333
I love this song, so I'm pokin' fun at cha! xD

I'm in a happier mood today -obviously, not so much yesterday- so it's back to the grind. I'll be reading prior chapters and writing my up the latest today since I'll be home. I'm also checking out the poll and I'm shocked! I didn't think SMC still had an audience! Maybe I’ll treat you guys to a lil’ sumthin’ sumthin’ in the near future, since I can’t say that I’m ready to reopen that one full throttle yet…

And yeah, I know you guys want to read the final closure of Edge of Seventeen. I must warn, it’s not going to be some huge show-stopper. You guys already know they’re getting their happy ending. However, the artwork for the final scene is ready, as is the skin (they’ve been ready for months), so you guys will have some pretty visuals with your final goodbye to our beloved high school fic. I will never write a story as long as that one veer again, so savor it, guys.

I’ve been rethinking my stance on high school fiction. If I Want To is supposed to be the last of the Mohicans, but I’ve been a feeling a lil tug to reconsider HS (since they can be so fun and stoopid). Meh, we’ll see how I feel whenever I finally wrap up IIWT.

Anymewho, keep voting and letting me know what tickles yer fancy and maybe I’ll grant a few wishes. I’m also very much on the fence about my annual birthday fic. I know PWP doesn’t require a hint of plot, but I still need a basis and nothing is coming to me. I also have new fics that I’m mapping out, so that’s taking up space in my head.

And last, I think I finally decided on a site lockdown date. No, I’m not announcing it. I had a few dates in mind, but now I’m pretty sure this is it. Hopefully, I’ll still be seeing all my fave reviewers on the other side! ^___^

And away we go!

Happy Birthday, Mommy.

Wednesday, 15 February, 2012

What I’d give just to hold you close as on earth
In Heaven we will be together, baby
Together again, my baby

Everywhere I go
Every smile I see
I know you are there
Smiling back at me
Dancin’ in moonlight
I know you are free
‘Cause I can see your star
Shining down on me…

Happy Love Day! ^____________^

Tuesday, 14 February, 2012

Wanted to pop in and leave the lovelies some V-Day luv! I have some things to do, then I’ll be back to writing. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to pull off an update for the holiday, but all I can do is try. I’ve got 2 FA Month chapters to go and I spent a good portion of the day rereading and re-familiarizing, so we’ll see what happens.

In the meantime, have some fun with my friend, Moni’s, newest wallpaper for Valentine’s Day! Check out her gallery, too. She’s got really awesome IY wallpapers (aside from the pretties she made for me), Vampire Knight, and other designs for download.

And Jayna made some “Grrrl-inspired” earrings in my colors! How cool is that?

The Deal on Reader Accounts

Sunday, 12 February, 2012

This is an update on the reader accounts.

1. Reader accounts can only be issued by me. There won’t be a “register” link available on the site. Names will be taken from reviews, mostly recent ones (as in the last year or so -with a few exceptions), because those are the people who are still regularly visiting the site.

2. Many reviewers have been registered over the weekend with more to come. However, some reviewers will not be registered due to their username, or lack thereof. For example, I get a lot of reviews from “Anon and Anonymous”. I can’t register that to my site; it could be anyone. I have some who only review using a one letter name like “S”, but the site will not allow names that are less than 3 letters. So, if you’ve been doing either one, I advise that you review with a real name or you won’t get in.

3. Reader accounts have a new Terms of Service (on the main toolbar). Familiarize yourselves because they’re important. :)

4. The member list will go public 1-2 week before the actual locking of the site. That will give people time to collect their passwords from me, or in the case of a reviewer who was forgotten, contact me for registration. I’m doing my best to get the names of all my regulars, but Absolution is almost 6 years old -she’s made a lot of friends! So don’t take offense if you weren’t included; it could just be a simple case of overlooking. However, if you’re a reviewer who has left comments or ratings I wasn’t fond of… heh.

5. Those who find their name on the list have to e-mail me with their e-mail address and username. Then, you’ll get a password you can use to log into the site.

6. Absolution will be locked to the general public, but not locked as a whole. That means, if you’re not a regular reviewer, or you’re new to the site, but are willing to become a regular reviewer, you can inquire about an account.

And yes, every story on my site will be locked (ratings don’t matter). So even if you access the site itself, it will be useless because without an account, you can’t access the fiction.

To those who could never be bothered with reviewing, what can I say? It’s not hard to leave a positive comment on a story you like (Otherwise, why come to my site at all?), but that choice is, and has always been, yours to make. No regrets or apologies from me; I want to write for people that give a shit about what I’m doing and show it.

To everyone else, thanks for the support. I have noticed an upswing in reviews lately, undoubtedly because of the impending reader accounts, but I still appreciate you guys taking a minute to make up for all the times you didn’t review. Either way, it means a lot and they’re appreciated.

I’m still lazing around today, but tomorrow I begin work on the last 2 chapters of Fan Month. Yay! \o/

R.I.P. Whitney

Saturday, 11 February, 2012

This is such a terrible thing. I can’t believe Whitney Houston is gone. No joke, I was listening to “Love is a Contact Sport” last night when I was writing Knife of Romance. It was on repeat. Now, I feel as if that was her way of saying goodbye because I played the song so randomly… Sigh. She had a brilliant voice and it was silenced too soon.

Went a Little Overboard

Saturday, 11 February, 2012

My hands, arms, and shoulders (that’s how my CT works) are really aching today, y’all, so the next update may take a couple of days. Sigh.

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