Beyond Redemption

Happy Birthday, Man-Man! <3

My pissy post from the other day day was NOT fandom related. That was real life putting me through the paces. And the closure of the site wasn’t related to it, either. I usually shut down (Not all the time, though) when I’m going to back up my content and/or perform maintenance. >.> But sometimes I forget to reopen the site again. Heh.

Admittedly, sometimes I close shop for a bit because visitors are doing things that get on my fucking nerves. So, unfortunately for everyone else, they end up paying for the actions of one. It really depends. But yeah, wanted to put that out there.

When everything and everybody just pisses you -the fuck- off. Honestly, I’m so sick of people needing and wanting shit from me like I don’t have a life of my fucking own. I’m the type that doesn’t ask people for shit and I don’t assume shit of people. Whatever I want or need, I get it myself/buy it myself/do it myself unless it’s graphics. >.> I need my girls for that…

Srsly, though. I’m nice, but I’m not that fucking nice and the people around me are about to find out just what I mean by that.

Had to drop in and wish my lovelies (and their Mama’s) a Happy Mother’s Day!

As you probably know, I lost my mother some time ago and a day doesn’t go by when I don’t miss her. So, if you’re lucky enough to still have yours, cherish the time you spend with her because you never know when it will end.

Have a great day, everyone!

Well, that “free” weekend wasn’t so free after all. I ended up having to do a bunch of stuff for a graduation, and if that wasn’t enough, the chapter I’m DYING to finish already isn’t cooperating. I can’t get a few lines out before I start drawing a fucking blank. Why the hell can’t I be more into this?! I was actually looking forward to getting some work done, too… sigh.

Anyway, an update this weekend isn’t gonna happen. I’m probably going to drop this chapter for now because this is bullshit.

Had a slew of appointments this week, plus I was sick for two days, and more appointments over the next 4 weeks, but this is a free weekend for me. \o/ The hope is that I can get some writing done and finally finish off this chapter, provided I don’t get too distracted by my other hobbies. >.<

My anniversary is coming, too! June 16th, and I'm hoping to do something similar to what I did last summer (Do you remember?). IG will be turning 7 (Oh snap!) and Absolution, 6, so there's much to celebrate. I wonder if I'll make 10 years. Will IY even have a fandom 3 years from now? lulz. Who knows, but being 7 is a nice milestone, particularly when bitches started giving me shit in year one. Still doing me all this time later. Wow. I rock. LOL.

But seriously, if all goes well, I’ll do what I did last year. But I can’t promise anything. I have a lot of family events coming up in the next month (graduations/celebrations) that I cannot, and will not, miss. So, I’ll do what I can to celebrate with y’all when the time comes.

Happy Friday!

Not even sure who visits this blog -or not- but I figured I should update since it’s been several days since the last one. I’ve been a little sick (fever, aches, the usual). I’m better today, though, and even getting ready to do a bit of writing. The bad news is that I hurt my hand some kind of way. Out of nowhere, I can’t put pressure on my left hand/wrist. Hurts like hell when I do. Have no idea why, either since I don’t recall hurting myself… The other wack news is that my carpal is acting up, again, not sure why since I haven’t been typing that much. *grumble*

That said, I do have my hand braces, and I’m not in screaming pain, so I’m still gonna write. I won’t repeat the state of my IY inspiration. You guys know all that, so I’ll just say that I’ll post what I can. Whether it’s awesome, good, or just okay, at least an effort will be made, and these days, that’s all I can ask of myself.

As for the members, thanks for all the great reviews and kind words. I appreciate them and they serve as a reminder that even if my focus is shifting, I still have people who want to read my works and are patiently waiting. ^^

I got next to nothing done this week. I was busy doing non-IY stuff so only got a bit more written. See, the thing is I want to update a specific story before I do anything else. I actually have a lot written (about 4,000 words, which should be the cut off per chapter), but I absolutely cannot stop where I am. So, that’s the hold up. I need to add to it, so that’s what I’m in the process of doing.

Bear with me. My heart isn’t in IY fanfic anymore. Probably hasn’t been in a long time and I’m holding on only for my readers. I’m not going to abruptly stop writing the stories you follow, but, well, there will be delays. However, I’m sure you don’t care about that. I’m not the only writer whose stuff you guys read, and before I started enforcing reviews, many of you never even bothered to say you gave a shit about a chapter when I did make updating a priority. Kinda makes me wish that a lot of you had showed me how much you enjoyed the stories when you had the chance. I probably wouldn’t have felt so unappreciated and would be caring about updating IY fiction for you a lot more than I do now… But what’s done is done, ne?

I’ll get an update up when I can.

Okay, first, soooo sorry you guys didn’t get your update. That was the plan, but I got severely sidetracked with U-KISS stuff. This week was the release of their new album, and well, there was some fandom stuff I wanted to do. If you’re a KissMe (and you’re probably not, lol) then you’ll know what I’m talking about in regards to MNET, Bugs, Soribada, and so on.

….and I’ll stop there.

There is good news and bad news. The bad news is that I’m still doing U-KISS fandom stuff. The good news is now that some things have calmed down for the next couple of days (well, until Wed. night), I’ll be working on the chapter that should have been posted this weekend. The plan is to get it out ASAP, but at the very least, this weekend. The other good news is that in the next 2-3 weeks, my U-KISS stuff will calm down a lot and it will be mostly all IY again. (Mm, yeah, the lure of U-KISS is strong! XD), but I’m still not going to abandon my first fandom, so no worries. The stories will not end.

That is all.