Beyond Redemption

Hey BBs!!

Just a quickie. I’m feeling a lot better. Almost normal. Had some tests done this week and I have an MRI next week to confirm my doc’s suspicions, but otherwise, I’m feeling pretty okay after being nearly crippled for almost a month. It sucked balls, trust me on that! I’m going to be taking it easy (I don’t want a relapse >.>), but yeah, I’m doing okay now. ♡＾▽＾♡

That means I’ll be writing again (Yeah, I know you guys are sick of waiting. Heh.). Not sure when I’ll post, but I’m working on at least one update before I start Fan Month, so make sure you vote in the poll if you haven’t already. I’m tentatively thinking of kicking it off on April 1st, provided I’m still feeling healthy and up to the job. Either way, there will be an announcement when I have a date.

Being ill delayed InuGrrrl [dot] Net v. 5.0 and I never got to post a new skin for you guys on my birthday, so expect both of those in the next few days. After all, there must be an “Absolution InuYasha 2014“, right?? (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

EDIT: InuGrrrl [dot] Net v. 5.0 is now live! \o/

I also posted my new “IG and IY 2014” artwork in my gallery for those who wish to see. It is awesome shit! Neo also made me a badass IK wallie and some avvies and sigs and other goodies that she knows I love because she’s the most awesome chick in the world! She’s even making a new wallie of my IG/IY art because she rocks! (*⌒∇⌒*)

Oh, and Thunder says hello…

But Kevin says he’s still the man…

（*/∇＼*）

Just a little update for the people who peek at this blog.

1. I’m feeling slightly better. I’ve got some scary medical shit going on and tomorrow I take a CT scan just to make sure all is as it should be. I’ve been putting it off for a while, but decided to just do it and get it over with so I can relax again. Then, I see my doc to complain about what almost sent me to the ER on my birthday. All of this sucks infinite ass, but as long as I’m alive… heh.

2. I had a really great birthday, despite being so sick. I have amazing friends who gave me awesome fucking gifts like GCs to iTunes and Amazon, gorgeous artwork, graphics, and countless birthday wishes. I got a big awesome, vanilla birthdaycake, too with lots of thick, sugary frosting! (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Then, there’s my Kau who always manages to give me exactly the things that I want most. She’s been showering me with gifts all month, including two UKISS clothing albums that I wanted, a super adorable Hello Kitty coin bank, a Hello Kitty Jelly bean candy holder and just… ack. So. Much. Stuff. She’s amazeballs and the bestest friend I could ever ask for. I’ll be posting my goodies this week, starting today so you can drop by the gallery throughout the week to get a look. (｡^_^｡ )人( ｡^.^｡) <--Besties!♡ 3. The worst shit happened. lol. I had a dream last night about a plot I've been wanting to rework for a new story, came up with something I really wanted to write, and I guess my subconscious knew it because I managed to force myself awake... and guess what? I CAN’T REMEMBER THE FUCKING DETAILS. ARGH.

4. I made a batch of Rice Krispies treats -and they gave me heartburn. WTF? (」ﾟﾛﾟ)｣

There ya have it, 4 new developments. lol. I’m going to try to do some writing today, but I wouldn’t count on my posting anything until the weekend because I have doc appts to contend with and that tends to blank my mind of anything else, understandably.

Btw, Have you met Sexy Thunder and MBLAQ?

I’ll give you a hint, he’s featuring my favorite color quite prominently…（人´∀`*）

And in other news, UKISS has a new album and video (I already have both). My boys look yummy (Though I’m not loving those high pants and bright shoes >.>). Kevin is gorgeous, as always, and I’m loving that Rolls Royce with the suicide doors! It’s been a hard few months for my boys. The youngest member (called a “maknae”), Dongho, left the group 2 weeks ago after a lot of absences and negotiations with the managers and everyone is taking the news hard. He said he wanted a normal life and ended all of his celebrity commitments, but the boys -and the fans- are hoping he’ll change his mind (doubtful). However, the show must go on and they came out swinging. This is a UKISS no one has seen before and I’m loving it! ೖ(σ̑˽σ̑)ೖ

In fanfiction news, sorry, guys, but I haven’t been writing at all. I just haven’t felt like it, and when I do, the spurts of inspiration have been fading before I can even put pen to paper. I feel bad; you’ve been waiting a long time for the next wave and it hasn’t come. I hope this doesn’t last. I’m okay with not writing anymore. I’m probably over it completely, but I’m not okay with completely disappointing you guys. That’s why I’m hoping that the drought ends soon and I can get back to entertaining the lovelies. Sigh.

Ciao, bellas! (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Okay, so I guess its time for an update.

First, a “Shankies!” goes out to those who shot me some mail to see how I’ve been doing. I was sick, really sick, sicker than I’ve ever been in my life and I probably should have been in the hospital. I refused to go. I’m not 100%, but I’m light years better than I was earlier in the week. There’s still some pain and weakness, recurring headaches and sore/achy muscles, but still, way better than I was (That should give you an idea of just how bad it was). I haven’t been using mail much and stuff, so if you didn’t hear back from me yet, you will, eventually, but know that I appreciate it.

So, let’s fill y’all in, shall we?

I had started writing the next chapter of  In His Eyes  when I fell ill. Not sure if I’ll be picking it back up right away, but I do plan to get back to writing. I also got back the latest art for If I Want To, and whoa. It’s fucking amazing. It’s a ‘couple’ pose and that’s all I want to say because I want you guys to see it and heart it. One art down, two to go!

Went k-pop shopping and got some new U-KISS merch (Japanese CDs and a spiffy bag). I really fucking love that group. Would give just about anything to see them live. I also managed to snag tickets to see B.A.P. (A really popular Korean rookie group) and Depeche Mode in May and September, respectively. K-pop rarely comes stateside, so this is a big deal for us ‘fanatics’. The craziness that went into acquiring these tickets -OMG! They both went on sale on the same day within 2 hours of each other, so Kau and I were tag-teaming Ticketmaster to make sure that we got both sets. It was actually kinda fun.

This is my favorite song and video from BAP.

Watched some Netflix while I was sick and stumbled across two yaoi flicks. One was called “Schoolboy Crush” (also known as “Boys Love”), inspired by boy love manga.

The actors were cute, but one in particular, Kazunori Tani, was just so completely adorable to me (Even though he was sorta the bad guy…).  If you have Netflix, it’s worth seeing at least once (If you like BL. There’s no smut in this). Here are the movie posters from America and Japan.

(Kazunari is in the second frame, leaning over the main protagonist)

The second movie I saw was “Bangkok Love Story”. It was good, but tragic (So is Schoolboy Crush, really), and the ‘uke’ was sooooo cute! Have a peek!

Now, for the nummy uke…

Yeah… being sick wasn’t so bad!

But, of course, no Asian boy is prettier than my Asian boy…

From gorgeous baby…

To gorgeous adult~

That’s all for now. Hopefully, I’ll have something written soon and I’ll respond to mail when I can.

Today’s Confession…

I’m growing sick of certain people. I’m a good Grrrl, and I can deal with a lot of crap if I think it’s worth it, but that becomes tiresome. There is such a thing as wearing out a welcome, taking stuff for granted, and in general, just being a fucking pain in the ass on various levels. I’m also sick of people who barely know me thinking they know all about me. Really? Really? These preconceived notions make them look like assholes and guarantee that they’ll never get a moment of my time. Ugh.

Anyway, so yeah. Watch B.A.P.

I’m not a huge Big Bang fan. In fact, I pretty much ignored them until very recently and it’s all because of THIS guy.

Taeyang is one of the cutest guys in all of K-pop. Definitely worthy of me saying, “Wow. Fantastic, baby.”