Beyond Redemption – Personal Shit.

Category “Personal Shit.”

Happy Birthday to Me!~

Thursday, 3 March, 2016

Let’s keep it short and sweet.

Yesterday was my birthday and I just want to thank everyone who took a minute to shout me out on FB and e-mail to wish me a happy day. It was pretty damn good. I was spoiled rotten by all my favorite foods, two cakes, and an lovely array of gifts from my best friend -including a gorgeous Japanese yukata! Hehe… Definitely made me think of InuYasha and how much I’ve neglected my stories, an in essence, my readers.

So sorry, guys. You know I love y’all to death, but most of InuYasha is behind me. It’s very hard to pick up something again when your heart isn’t really in it. But that said, I do plan to update soon. I don’t know how good it will be. My heart isn’t really in IY anymore, but I know some of you still visit the site and wouldn’t mind seeing an update of some sort, so I’m going to try to get a post up soon. No idea which story yet, either, but I’ll do my best to choose one you’ll enjoy seeing.

See y’all at Abi! (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

Still Alive~

Monday, 8 June, 2015

It’s been ages, huh? I haven’t written or done anything, really, because I just haven’t felt like it and that sucks. IG is turning 10 on June 16th, so it would be nice to update something. We shall see. Most of you, I’m sure, have given up on waiting and moved on -I soooo understand because I’m in that place too. My love for writing InuYasha stories is gone, even I know that, but I’m still a writer, so I can probably still string some updates together if I really concentrate. Again, we shall see. I still love my silly hanyou, but it’s not what it was and I need to accept that (So hard to walk away from him!).

Hope everyone is doing well.

Happy Birthday to ME!

Monday, 2 March, 2015

It’s mah birfday and my friends and family have been extra sweet! I got two prettyful cakes, an entire box of goodies from Japan, courtesy of my bestie, a bunch of kpop presents (since I have a few faves now), an iTunes GC, money, lunch and dinner from my favorite restaurants, and of course, a ton of birthday well wishes. Sigh. <3 It never ceases to amaze me how much I am loved and thought of (Hey, it's a big deal for an only child like me who has such a small biological family), so I want to sy a massive thank you to everyone who remembered me today. You guys enrich my life with your presence and thoughtfulness. <333 The plan was to have an update ready, but I've been having a bad stint with colds lately. I caught another a few days ago and haven't finished writing anything because of it. I do want to try and get something out this week, though, so bear with me. Sucks that it probably won't be today, though. Ugh. On another note, picking up fanfic again hasn't been easy at all. These updates are gonna suck, lol. Sorry in advance, but at least you know what to expect. I’m past InuYasha now -I know that better than anyone- so you guys are the sole reason why I’m trying. If it were up to me, I would close Absolution permanently, but I owe it to you guys to try one last time. But I must warn that this attempt to rein in will probably be my last. I don’t want to feed y’all stuff that I don’t feel is worth reading -that does neither of us any good- so let’s hope for the best. 😛

Happy IG Day! XD

So, a Few Things.

Thursday, 23 October, 2014

It’s been a long while since I’ve updated my blog. Life has been happening, so yeah. Anyway, a few things:

I’m going under the knife in a few weeks, so I’ve been busy with stuff related to that. No, I will not share my personal business with anyone, here or in private. I’m only saying it now because there’s been reasons for my absence and disinterest in writing, aside from just having other interests in general.

I’m changing servers soon, so for a couple of days, my site (and ED) will be offline. This will probably happen over this weekend. I hate my server now, and if I’m going to get shit service, I’d rather do so from a cheaper place. No one wants to pay a lot for crap.

I don’t know if I’ll be writing again on a regular basis. I think I want to, so I rule nothing out, but regular updates may take a while. I’ve had a little itch to throw up a chapter or two, and I may scratch it soon, but I won’t be fully off hiatus until I’m done with my medical shit. And even then, I’m really effing rusty, so don’t expect much and you won’t be disappointed.

I owe EVERYONE mail. My inbox is full, and I’m aware of it, but there hasn’t been a lot of time and I haven’t been in great spirits, so don’t think I’m ignoring anyone specifically. I haven’t written ANYONE back yet. I will, but I don’t have a date/timeframe. Sorry about that. But thanks for giving a shit. When many things are fucked all at once, it’s nice to know that I can open some mail and have something to smile about. <3 Ciao, bellas! Side Note: Looks like the winners of the fics you guys are dying to see completed are: GFE THE NEIGHBOR IF I WANT TO IN HIS EYES MPR …and because it's a personal fave, The Knife of Romance. Mind you, this list guarantees nothing. They are simply the ones I will consider most before I close up shop for good. Other fics lower in the polls may still get love simply because I like them. So, we'll see what happens. 0.~

Yep, Still Alive.

Thursday, 18 September, 2014

Don’t know who even checks this thing anymore, but I’m still alive. Been a little sick lately and just hating everything (as usual). Having comp trouble, too, but hopefully, that will work itself out. Anyway, a few things.

1. For some stupid reason, anyone who tries to mail me from Absolution with a yahoo address gets slapped into my server’s spam mail. So don’t think you mailed me and I totally igged you. I’m just not getting the messages. Had I not decided to actually look at the spam instead of deleting on auto, I never would have known this shit was happening. (Steph, I’m looking at you. :P) Anyway, yahoo people, use the direct address: my username at gmail.

2. I haven’t written shit. Like, seriously, and I honestly don’t know when I will. I’d like to, but the mood isn’t there. Sorry for fucking up your promised updates. I suck, I know it, but I’d rather not serve a plate than serve shit >.> and you’d definitely get shit right now because my head isn’t in the right place. Not saying this is it forever -it’ll come back, it usually does- but it will take a minute.

3. Throughout the weekend and coming week I’ll try to catch up on e-mails and reviews (I still always, always appreciate the words of support. Even if my writing is screwed right now, it’s always motivating to hear that the work is appreciated and missed. <3) and on the 27th I'm going to see Coheed & Cambria (yes, again!). It will be, like, the 15th time I’ve seen them in concert. CAN HARDLY WAAAAIT.

So, that’s it for now. Hope you guys are all doing well!
Anyone reading EoS right now? Does this song bring back memories?? XD

It’s Been Ages!

Friday, 15 August, 2014

Hey Lovelies!  Big Smile

It’s been a zillion years since I last posted on my blog. Sorry about that. This summer is just… sigh. Busy. I have some personal stuff going on and work stuffs and no kinda time in general. That should change once fall hits , though. I’m also off this weekend, so I’m going to do my best to put out a short chapter of something. I know I still have specific fics you guys voted to see, but TBH, I’m going to need to go with whichever story cooperates right now.

If you mailed me and I haven’t responded, please don’t take that personally. I’m just pressed for time to really sit down and write lengthy responses. I will when I get a chance, of course, but that could take a while. However, I want to thank you guys for dropping me a line and as well as leaving me so many nice reviews. I say this a lot, but you have no idea how motivating it is to know that there are people who still want to read my shit. lol. It makes me feel like the effort I put in (Because, at this stage in my disinterest, it’s definitely an effort to write) is appreciated.

Anyway, again, I can only submit small chapters these days, so bear with it. And, as always, if I’m inspired to pen more, I will. :)

Happy Friday! Sweet Kiss

Feeling Much Better!

Friday, 7 March, 2014

Hey BBs!!

Just a quickie. I’m feeling a lot better. Almost normal. Had some tests done this week and I have an MRI next week to confirm my doc’s suspicions, but otherwise, I’m feeling pretty okay after being nearly crippled for almost a month. It sucked balls, trust me on that! I’m going to be taking it easy (I don’t want a relapse >.>), but yeah, I’m doing okay now. ♡^▽^♡

That means I’ll be writing again (Yeah, I know you guys are sick of waiting. Heh.). Not sure when I’ll post, but I’m working on at least one update before I start Fan Month, so make sure you vote in the poll if you haven’t already. I’m tentatively thinking of kicking it off on April 1st, provided I’m still feeling healthy and up to the job. Either way, there will be an announcement when I have a date.

Being ill delayed InuGrrrl [dot] Net v. 5.0 and I never got to post a new skin for you guys on my birthday, so expect both of those in the next few days. After all, there must be an “Absolution InuYasha 2014“, right?? (ノ´ヮ´)ノ*:・゚✧

EDIT: InuGrrrl [dot] Net v. 5.0 is now live! \o/

I also posted my new “IG and IY 2014” artwork in my gallery for those who wish to see. It is awesome shit! Neo also made me a badass IK wallie and some avvies and sigs and other goodies that she knows I love because she’s the most awesome chick in the world! She’s even making a new wallie of my IG/IY art because she rocks! (*⌒∇⌒*)

Oh, and Thunder says hello…

But Kevin says he’s still the man…


Feeling Slightly Better & a Really Happy Birthday!

Tuesday, 4 March, 2014

Just a little update for the people who peek at this blog.

1. I’m feeling slightly better. I’ve got some scary medical shit going on and tomorrow I take a CT scan just to make sure all is as it should be. I’ve been putting it off for a while, but decided to just do it and get it over with so I can relax again. Then, I see my doc to complain about what almost sent me to the ER on my birthday. All of this sucks infinite ass, but as long as I’m alive… heh.

2. I had a really great birthday, despite being so sick. I have amazing friends who gave me awesome fucking gifts like GCs to iTunes and Amazon, gorgeous artwork, graphics, and countless birthday wishes. I got a big awesome, vanilla birthdaycake, too with lots of thick, sugary frosting! (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Then, there’s my Kau who always manages to give me exactly the things that I want most. She’s been showering me with gifts all month, including two UKISS clothing albums that I wanted, a super adorable Hello Kitty coin bank, a Hello Kitty Jelly bean candy holder and just… ack. So. Much. Stuff. She’s amazeballs and the bestest friend I could ever ask for. I’ll be posting my goodies this week, starting today so you can drop by the gallery throughout the week to get a look. (。^_^。 )人( 。^.^。) <--Besties!♡ 3. The worst shit happened. lol. I had a dream last night about a plot I've been wanting to rework for a new story, came up with something I really wanted to write, and I guess my subconscious knew it because I managed to force myself awake... and guess what? I CAN’T REMEMBER THE FUCKING DETAILS. ARGH.

4. I made a batch of Rice Krispies treats -and they gave me heartburn. WTF? (」゚ロ゚)」

There ya have it, 4 new developments. lol. I’m going to try to do some writing today, but I wouldn’t count on my posting anything until the weekend because I have doc appts to contend with and that tends to blank my mind of anything else, understandably.

Btw, Have you met Sexy Thunder and MBLAQ?

I’ll give you a hint, he’s featuring my favorite color quite prominently…(人´∀`*)

Happy Birthday to Me.

Sunday, 2 March, 2014

I feel horrible and out of it, so no update like I was hoping for. I may even go back to the ER. I can’t believe I’m still this sick and fucked up. It sucks hairy balls. In kind news, I got lot of birthday wishes on FB, which was really nice and made a bad day better. But still, I’m going back to the doc if I don’t start feeling better soon. Oh, and my friend got me a birthday cake. Yay! 😀

Birthday Grrrl!

Saturday, 1 March, 2014

Tomorrow is my birthday! Yay! And I got new art to celebrate -3 to be exact. Two of IG with IY and one with IY alone (A birthday gift from Cati!), and boy, he’s looking GOOD in all of them! (^▽^)

In sucky news, I had to go to the ER today. I’ve had a headache for 4 days -a bad one- and since none of my migraine methods worked, I was worried enough (and in pain enough) to get some professional help. Turns out, I have a sinus congestion/swelling that is working in tandem with a migraine. A bunch of IV meds managed to stop the pain for a while, but now, hours later, I feel the pain coming back. This fucking sucks and is not at all how I wanted to spend my birthday. Oh, and I dropped my iPod and cracked the glass. I was on a fucking roll today.

Anyway, I’m working on my 2014 main site (I try to change it every year) and it should be done in a couple of days. I’m going to do a new skin for Absolution, too (Probably the one Cati made for me). I was hoping to have an update for tomorrow, but I’m not putting any stock in it. The pain in my head is a killer once it really gets going. It just blows that I’m dealing with this at all. s(・`ヘ´・;)ゞ

Anyway, I’m off! Registered & Protected