Beyond Redemption

The last time I updated I was in The. Worst. Mood. I had some personal shit going down, health shit going down, shit with friends going down, and when shit piles up for me I get supremely bitchy, hence how sharp I was in my last update. It took a day or two to get over the BS, hence why I never put Absolution on hiatus (well, I did close it long enough to re-do a skin and some overall maintenance that should be done every month, but otherwise, I left shit alone and calmed myself). The plan was to just close everything up except Eternal Destiny just to lighten loads and not bother with shit so I can be pissy and stew without any responsibilities.

Yeah, well, no.

I’m the webmistress of my own army of sites, plus many others that I’ve given as gifts and what have you. It was a responsibility I willingly took on (and no, I don’t regret it) and it’s just not cool to wash my hands and say, “I wanna be annoyed. FTW!” lol. So, I got over myself and picked up where I left off.

To explain things further without digging all into my personal shit, my health has been tarded for the last 2 months (hope that explains the lack of updates). I’m waiting on a test result -that I get tomorrow- that will tell me whether or not hereditary shit sucks as much as I think it does. The issue, though, is that I was unable to complete part of the test, so there’s a chance that the results may be inconclusive, leaving me to do this waiting game all over again. A.R.G.H. And as the day closes in, the more antsy I become, thus wearing my patience for everything down to a fucking nub. Right now, shit irks me in a major way, so it’s really not a good time to approach me with silly shit. I do a great job of reining in my almost spastic need to tell idiots what they can suck, but hey, everybody’s got their limit. lol.

That said, in a “normal” update, I’m working on several fictions and trying to get myself out of this funk. I listed the fics I’m working on in my last update, but I don’t know if they’ll be in that order. The Neighbor is the one I’d like to get out first, but it may not be. We’ll see. I’ve also been looking over GFE, and that hasn’t seen an updates in ages, so don’t be surprised if a small chapter of that turns up.

I’ve been reading a couple of stories, too, (a rarity!) by ShouraiChan (over at ED) that I really like, one of which, is a giftfic she made called “Domestic Disputes”. It’s posted at Absolution. Check it out. It was one of the few things this week that really make me smile.

Last, but not least, I’m closing my yaoi site -probably by the end of the year- and I’m addicted to this game on FaceBook called “FrontierVille”. It’s sooo much fun. The only thing I hate is the lack of variety in the looks they allow your character. I tried to do one that no one I knew had, but that didn’t last long when I saw that one of my FB friends not only changed her character to my exact outfit, but her town (you gotta build a town) started sporting the same lavender and white theme I had after several visits to mine. >.> So, I changed my look and colors today. Hey, I like my individuality -even in small things.

Okay, I’m out.

That pic reminds me of why Sesshomaru was my first.