Block, Block, and More Block!
Okay, this sucks. lol.
I’ve been chipping away at several chapters (basically switching whenever I feel stuck too long) and that shit isn’t helping! I’m currently fighting In His Eyes and a story I was supposed to do for Nutella and I’m really having doubts that the latter will ever get written. I guess the blame can go to the fact that I’m forcing it, but I don’t like how it’s going and I’m only a few paragraphs in! I think the issue is that it’s not really my kind of plot, so I’m struggling with it (In kiribans the winner chooses the plot). This is something I totally see her writing (and she did admit that this was a plot she wanted to pen but never had the chance) because she has that bouncy way of writing and, well, I write angst.
Which brings me to IHE. Holyfuckbbq this shit is giving me FITS. I hate writing fluff -if you didn’t already know- and this is like a root canal. Fuck, 10 of them. I’m actually updating it as a request for Linds (and I’m already super late. GRRR), along with several others who have been asking about it, but I must be honest and say that these kinds of stories aren’t faves, hence why they don’t get many updates. This chapter is going to blow. Not even gonna lie about that. But hey, y’all already know that I don’t write much anymore, so just getting anything out is a miracle. Plus, eventually when I feel my flow again, I’ll go back and clean up the chapters on Absolution (so always read my stuff there because I usually leave my dA/FFN shit the way it is ’cause I’m lazy :P).
My 6th anniversary -and Absolution’s 5th- is coming on June 16th. Gasp! I didn’t think I’d still be writing at this point (But I am, just barely), so it’s a new milestone. I used to write myself PWPs every birthday, but since I hate doing lemons, I started doing new chapter fics instead. Well, my track record sucks with that these past few years (though, I did do Silk Stalkings and that was smut -canon smut, at that), so I may not write anything new. We’ll see. There are 2 fics I want to do that I dreamed up a few months ago -even got some art done for one- and if I can just get my shit together, I’ll toss it out there on my anni. But that’s an IF.
Secretary Kau was doing more reviews today -and I actually helped a little (haha)- and I saw 2 flames. OMG, no joke, these people were dicks. LOL. At this point, I can only laugh at the absurd shit that they obviously took seriously, because, you know, published authors like them are well within their rights to tell other people what they think they’re doing wrong. *snort*
Anyone with that much negative shit to say just because I wrote a fanfic that they didn’t like needs to stop living in their mom’s basement and get laid. They’re overdue.
I proudly write unapologetic, characterization-killing, alternate universe, fan-fucking-fiction -FTW!
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