Beyond Redemption

is the name of this fucking fantastic song by Velvet Code that I’ve been searching for, for like, 3 days now! See, cuzzie is over and was watching Jersey Shore and this awesome song starts playing, and all of a sudden, I just literally stop everything I’m doing to run in there and ask who it was. Mtv shows the name of the song and artist and I go on a tear…

The issue? Impossible to find. The first day I went hunting for it, there were no inquiries about it in google. 3 days later, bam. EVERYONE wants to know where that song is. lol. But sadly, it’s not for sale ANYWHERE. And trust me, I’ve exhausted my sources. The only place that has it is “Media Club”, this Ukraine mp3 site, but I’ve never heard of it, so legitimacy is a question, particularly since unlike iTunes, you have to “fill an account” with money, and then choose your music. <.< So I'm DYING ova here because I need that fucking song (and yes, I have the 3 minute sample version that's everywhere now. But the real song is 7 minutes long! ARGH!) And speaking of Jersey Shore, though comical (the times I've actually seen it), how come these kids don't know that they're being laughed at, not with? Same thing with that retarded show “Jerseylicious”. There’s nothing “licious” about New Jersey, lol. NYers refer to them as “bridge and tunnel” and they can be spotted in the crowd in a nano second. But seriously, both of those shows are designed to make fun of, and exploit, certain stereotypes within certain ethnic groups. The blind can see that, and yet, there’s no end to the people lining up to be the butt of a tasteless joke. *shakes head*

Anyway, go find that song and listen to it. It’s a slice of fucking AWESOME.

And Amber rocks -she makes me the coolest avatars -see?? The chibi art, which you’ll see more clearly at a later date, was made by this guy named Jake that I found online. He makes cute stuffs -can’t wait to see the art I’m waiting on now. Annnnnnd I’ve been reading more manga, and this one is soooo much like The Knife of Romance! I love it and it kinda helped me remember what I love so much about my story, so guess what I’m working on… (Yes, my Sayu. Just for you! <333 Mail soon!) I've been in the serious dumps for weeks, but I'm finally climbing out with my "fuck it" attitude intact. I think I've let too many situations take a hunk out of me, and really, who needs it? There isn't a thing out here that I can't walk away from, and now that I'm doing so, the weight has lifted and it's a great feeling. Puts a lot of shit in perspective. Expect updates, and unfortunately, fiction cuts, soon.