Beyond Redemption

So, as I’ve blogged before, I’ve been down due to some personal situations and I’ve been feeling real alone as of late. (Not a new feeling. I am an only child, after all.) But this past week has been a week of supa-awesome, and I owe it all to my road dawgs!

So, this is a blog specifically designed to squish them! 😀

First, Danga.

Totally my kid brother and he’s been with me for years now. He always makes me laugh -even when he’s a pain in the butt, know it all, pesky kid bro! LOL. But what makes him awesome this week is that I’ve been looking HIGH AND LOW for this song, “Say You Love Me” by the Velvet Code. Now, if you know me, you know I know how to get my music. But I couldn’t get a specific mix of this song no matter what I did!

See, I heard it while watching Jersey Shore one bored day (I don’t normally watch it) and they played it. I loved it instantly, but that specific mix was completely MIA. And I wasn’t alone in my search because when I googled it, everybody else was looking for it, too. I had all but given up on finding it (there was only a 3 minute preview floating around), but kid bro came through with the full, correct version (since there are several remixes), thus making him FUCKING AWESOME PERSONIFIED.

*Glomps my Danga*

Then, there’s Lily. <33333 What makes her awesome this week (and every other week) is that she's always there. Always. No matter what's up my ass, she's there to listen with sound, rational advice. I leaned on her hard in the last week or two and she's nothing but true blue. I won't get into all our personal chats, but she helps me put -and keep- shit in perspective, and it's because of her that I feel so much better, or rather, renewed? She is priceless. Period. Thank you, Lily. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

One word. NEO.

Giiiirl, you’re da shyt. Know this. You keep my sites gorgeous, you’re my farm buddy (I’ve been locked outta that game for, like, 5 days now. I killed the FB account, or rather, I’m not using it. But I’m about to again so I can play that game, but a slew of people, including me, can’t get it to load. o.O And zynga >.> they’re not doing a whole lot about it. I heard I have a freakin JUNGLE on my land!), but most importantly, you’re just great to be around. Thanks for everything, really. You make shit FUN. 😀

AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What can I say about Am? She’s fucking awesomesauce. We vibe SO well, we both love Hoyt <3, we both love Coheed :fist pump:, and just in general, I love yakkin' with her. How can anyone not? She's the coolest of the cool and she really made my week. I got some chibi art done and she made the coolest fucking avatar (the one I'm using now) and she's made such pretty graphics for me and is always so supportive and encouraging with the fics, and she's a great mod at ED and.. and... SHE BANGS! (LOL. I had to do it. ). SO glad she found us at ED -she's fucking fantastic. My J!!!!!!!!!!

I’ll just say this about J. I fucking love him. Like, seriously. If there was anyone I was meant to know, it has to be J. He’s saved so many lives >.>, and he’s so wicked fucking bad. Gah. Plus, he downloaded a bunch of manga for me before OM closed down, thus not just making him awesome J!!!!!!, but super fucking awesome J!!!!! lol.

And, of course, my EX Factors. 😀

Thanks for making the forum so lively. I love that we’re a small, close knit group and have a good time together. That’s what it’s about, ne? Leaving negative, silly shit outside and having a place we can call home where everyone can chill and goof. Thanks for sticking around and bringing your great personalities to the mix; it wouldn’t be the same without y’all!

Last, but never least, my Kau.

You mah kau. Life wouldn’t be the same without you. I don’t have to say anything else. <3 Now that I've properly praised the clique ( 😛 ), I'm getting some writing done. I'm not close to posting yet. It's taking longer than I thought, mainly because I haven't written in so long. Y'all should expect chapters that aren't too explosive for now. I need to get into my groove, and that probably won't happen with the first chaps to hit the presses. But I am writing, so it’s not a case of me just reading manga (though, I’m still reading a lot of it. Heh.). The goal is to get something out this week -so let’s hope.

P.S. I just got some really cute art done of me. I’m gonna annoy Am into making a Dev ID for me with it and I already bugged Neo for a header. They’re probably gonna beat me…. o.o

HAPPY FUCKING MONDAY!