Beyond Redemption

Welp, I finally posted the next chapter of The Knife of Romance, and needless to say, I’m still not happy with it. Basically, it’s been written for over 2 weeks, maybe three, and I just hated it so much that I refused to publish it. Instead, I wrote and re-wrote, tweaked and cut stuff, but it was no use. I guess it was one of those chapters that just wasn’t going to get any better. I posted it. I’m over it. Blah.

I didn’t get to watch The Rules of Attraction yet. I didn’t have the time. I spent the entire night messing with KOR and was just too tired to start a movie at 6am. However, it may go on the wait list anyway. Danga has been poking me to watch “Behind the Mask” and I downloaded it yesterday, so that will probably come first.

I want to write, but I’m wondering where the words will come from. It’s like I’ve got a bunch of ideas, but when it comes time to execute, they’re a jumbled mess. I even have several new stories that I have to write (gifts/requests) and I’m hoping I can pull them off. Some of my lovelies have been waiting on them for a long time. Makes me feel awful.

I stopped cooking again. This is my second night in a row of ordering dominos pizza and sandwiches for my cousin and I. Their sandwiches (the chicken, bacon ranch -though I hold the ranch) are really good despite their “breadiness”. So some of that with a bottle of iced tea should suffice for dinner and maybe give me some energy to complete the other 2 partially written chapters on my desktop (Okay, there’s like 12 of them, but I’m looking at 2!).

I’ll write up a review of Behind the Mask when I’m done. Let’s hope it’s better than The Lost Samaritan.

EDIT: Okay, I started “Behind the Mask”. OMG, I’m so bored. >.< 20 minutes in I paused it and I haven’t picked it back up yet. I will because Danga rec’d it, but lawl. o.O

I also forgot to post a pic. How about some Ian?!