Beyond Redemption

This hasn’t been a good week, really. It’s too fucking hot, and it’s been that way all week. For some retarded reason, in extreme heat, my ankles swell. No idea why, but that’s what they do. So all week I’m dealing with these puffy, heavy ankles/feet and it sucks. It has definitely fucked with my mood, too. To make matters worse, my knee itches. No, I don’t know why. It just does! A lot! Arg.

I have some block on Loved. It’s not fun because I wanted this to get done fast and it’s just another thing that fucking sucks. I have, however, updated 3 times since that block has set in, so at least I’m not completely cornered. In His Eyes and True Colors hadn’t been updated in, like, a year. I don’t think anyone even really reads True Colors but a small few, hence the not great response to it, but that’s life, lol. I’m finishing that for me, just like all of my fictions, and those that like it, hey, thanks for coming along on the ride. Those that don’t, oh well.

I’m flirting with retirement now. For real. And not because of any wanksters and fandom shit (Y’all know better.), but because I’m losing my passion for writing. It’s not nearly as enjoyable as it used to be and my inspiration is waning in a big way. Plus, there are a zillion people out here doing fanfic. It won’t matter if I stay or go. My only goal, at this point, is to finish what I’ve started (and boy, have I been working on that!) and do the giftfics (both old, and future) that I said I wanted to do. Other than that, there will only be new stuff from me when I’m seriously inspired. Or bored. lulz.

I’m currently working on another fic that hasn’t seen an update in a while, and dare I say, I think I will get closure here. But, I won’t drop titles or say too much. I may jinx myself! 😛 Should be done in a day, or two.

I also need to shop. I wanted to get my niece, Ruri, a summer gift and I haven’t had time to do shit. So, a fall gift it will be. I got her Timz and Rocawear last time, this time, I dunno. Leaning toward Baby Phat. She’s a toddler, so just how cute do you think she looked in her little, white iridescent Timz? 😀 Kawaii! I shall buy this stuff on Monday -when they say this shitty weather will break.

I have to work this weekend. In the heat. I don’t look forward to it and I just hope I can fit my fucking shoes. I really, really hate the thought of wearing flip-flops. I hate those things and they look like shit on everyone, yet girls sport them like they’re Jimmys. Ungh. And men, forget it. I won’t even get into guys and sandals.

I finally watched this week’s True Blood on demand. It’s so much better than last season.

*Major Spoiler Alert*

Maryann is a crazy bitch, but no one is more fun than Lafayette. He stomped the shit out of Eggs. LOL. But, according to the books, he ends up getting killed. I also heard that Sookie does end up with Eric. Who doesn’t see that coming already, though??

I loved Godric. I hated that he had such a tiny role, but I will also say that Eric won my heart during that final scene when he was begging him not to kill himself. *sigh* He was awesome for the time he was there.

Bill and Sookie are engaged (for real) and I hear she’s knocked up. Bill is not cute at all. But, I don’t think she’s pretty, either, so eh. As long as they’re happy. I do, however, like Sam. I’m curious as to why Maryann wants him so badly. I wanna pinch his cheeks.

*End Spoilers*

Ordering pizza now. So, I’m off.
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