Better Mood.
Earlier I was in a snit over something, but now my mood is so much better because I canceled what I was going to do. I decided that it would be best if I walked away from it with no hard feelings (like I’ve done with so many people. lol.) than continue and harbor any kind of resentment. And on my end of the fence, it’s all good and I’m very happy. 😀
I’ve been on my site today looking at old stories and cleaning some of them up (old WIPs, that is), and trying to get some notes together to make new chapters. I want to do this less and less, even with the pressure of fandom “douchebags” off my back. I still love InuYasha, but I don’t think I love fanfic too much anymore. When you’ve written as many words as I have, you just start to feel like you’re running in circles and that’s not my thing. So, am I quitting abruptly? No, but I am going to throw away WIPs that can’t get me inspired to create a chapter, because by then, I’ll know it’s really time to let them go.
Or, this could be because I’m sleepy right now and incredibly tired of “online” life. Who knows?