Beyond Redemption

I haven’t posted anything here since March and my site’s been shut down all this time. But I’m still alive~ I haven’t been interested in writing at all. I think I’ve been away too long. Ugh. I don’t even think my readers (the majority, anyway) are even still with me, but in the event that they are, Absolution is open.

Honestly, I almost didn’t reopen. I knew that writing was next to impossible now and just was going to leave it closed forever, despite renewing my domain for another year. But my girls on FB gave me a nudge (they’ve been missing my crap), so I took the padlocks off the door. I’m even about to make an honest to God effort to write something.

I can’t warn you enough that it will be PURE CRAP because I haven’t done shit in centuries and basically forgot how to IY completely, but a try is a try, right? I wanted to do something for you guys on my birthday, but obviously, that didn’t work out. Sorry. Ugh.

I’ve also fallen off the earth with my friends. Sorry, compadres! I’m alive, and owe all of you so much mail… but you’re never far from my heart. ～♡ Hope everyone is doing well!

And to my readers, I heart you nuts, and will not blame you at all if you’ve bounced by now. We all outgrow stuff -like fanfic- and it doesn’t help that I don’t update -haha. But we’ve had years of fun, so I will remember you all fondly.

To those who are still here… one more time, with feeling? lol.

♡ DaGrrrl

It’s mah birfday and my friends and family have been extra sweet! I got two prettyful cakes, an entire box of goodies from Japan, courtesy of my bestie, a bunch of kpop presents (since I have a few faves now), an iTunes GC, money, lunch and dinner from my favorite restaurants, and of course, a ton of birthday well wishes. Sigh. <3 It never ceases to amaze me how much I am loved and thought of (Hey, it's a big deal for an only child like me who has such a small biological family), so I want to sy a massive thank you to everyone who remembered me today. You guys enrich my life with your presence and thoughtfulness. <333 The plan was to have an update ready, but I've been having a bad stint with colds lately. I caught another a few days ago and haven't finished writing anything because of it. I do want to try and get something out this week, though, so bear with me. Sucks that it probably won't be today, though. Ugh. On another note, picking up fanfic again hasn't been easy at all. These updates are gonna suck, lol. Sorry in advance, but at least you know what to expect. I’m past InuYasha now -I know that better than anyone- so you guys are the sole reason why I’m trying. If it were up to me, I would close Absolution permanently, but I owe it to you guys to try one last time. But I must warn that this attempt to rein in will probably be my last. I don’t want to feed y’all stuff that I don’t feel is worth reading -that does neither of us any good- so let’s hope for the best. 😛

Happy IG Day! XD

Not sure how many of my lovelies are still around -because I’ve been on a hella hiatus- but for those who are, you can expect to hear something from me soon. My birthday is coming up, and I always try to update on that day, so this time is no exception. Please don’t expect awesomeness because you’re not gonna get it. lol. Hey, just being honest! I haven’t written shit in ages, so I’m rusty and nothing will feel right, but it’s better than never writing for you guys again, right?

And it’s fucking FREEZING in New York. Fuck me, it’s insane. So I’m probably keeping my ass home all weekend, and with that time, I will concentrate on putting an update together… or two. Let’s play it by ear. I don’t want to make any promises Can’t say which story it will be, either. Most likely whatever doesn’t give me a headache, but I’ll do my best under the circumstances. You guys will get to see a new skin, too, since there are a few that you haven’t seen yet. 0.~

P.S. Have you guys been watching Empire? Hot damn that show is my shit!

It’s been a long while since I’ve updated my blog. Life has been happening, so yeah. Anyway, a few things:

I’m going under the knife in a few weeks, so I’ve been busy with stuff related to that. No, I will not share my personal business with anyone, here or in private. I’m only saying it now because there’s been reasons for my absence and disinterest in writing, aside from just having other interests in general.

I’m changing servers soon, so for a couple of days, my site (and ED) will be offline. This will probably happen over this weekend. I hate my server now, and if I’m going to get shit service, I’d rather do so from a cheaper place. No one wants to pay a lot for crap.

I don’t know if I’ll be writing again on a regular basis. I think I want to, so I rule nothing out, but regular updates may take a while. I’ve had a little itch to throw up a chapter or two, and I may scratch it soon, but I won’t be fully off hiatus until I’m done with my medical shit. And even then, I’m really effing rusty, so don’t expect much and you won’t be disappointed.

I owe EVERYONE mail. My inbox is full, and I’m aware of it, but there hasn’t been a lot of time and I haven’t been in great spirits, so don’t think I’m ignoring anyone specifically. I haven’t written ANYONE back yet. I will, but I don’t have a date/timeframe. Sorry about that. But thanks for giving a shit. When many things are fucked all at once, it’s nice to know that I can open some mail and have something to smile about. <3 Ciao, bellas! Side Note: Looks like the winners of the fics you guys are dying to see completed are: GFE THE NEIGHBOR IF I WANT TO IN HIS EYES MPR …and because it's a personal fave, The Knife of Romance. Mind you, this list guarantees nothing. They are simply the ones I will consider most before I close up shop for good. Other fics lower in the polls may still get love simply because I like them. So, we'll see what happens. 0.~

Don’t know who even checks this thing anymore, but I’m still alive. Been a little sick lately and just hating everything (as usual). Having comp trouble, too, but hopefully, that will work itself out. Anyway, a few things.

1. For some stupid reason, anyone who tries to mail me from Absolution with a yahoo address gets slapped into my server’s spam mail. So don’t think you mailed me and I totally igged you. I’m just not getting the messages. Had I not decided to actually look at the spam instead of deleting on auto, I never would have known this shit was happening. (Steph, I’m looking at you. :P) Anyway, yahoo people, use the direct address: my username at gmail.

2. I haven’t written shit. Like, seriously, and I honestly don’t know when I will. I’d like to, but the mood isn’t there. Sorry for fucking up your promised updates. I suck, I know it, but I’d rather not serve a plate than serve shit >.> and you’d definitely get shit right now because my head isn’t in the right place. Not saying this is it forever -it’ll come back, it usually does- but it will take a minute.

3. Throughout the weekend and coming week I’ll try to catch up on e-mails and reviews (I still always, always appreciate the words of support. Even if my writing is screwed right now, it’s always motivating to hear that the work is appreciated and missed. <3) and on the 27th I'm going to see Coheed & Cambria (yes, again!). It will be, like, the 15th time I’ve seen them in concert. CAN HARDLY WAAAAIT.

So, that’s it for now. Hope you guys are all doing well!
Anyone reading EoS right now? Does this song bring back memories?? XD

Hey Lovelies! 

It’s been a zillion years since I last posted on my blog. Sorry about that. This summer is just… sigh. Busy. I have some personal stuff going on and work stuffs and no kinda time in general. That should change once fall hits , though. I’m also off this weekend, so I’m going to do my best to put out a short chapter of something. I know I still have specific fics you guys voted to see, but TBH, I’m going to need to go with whichever story cooperates right now.

If you mailed me and I haven’t responded, please don’t take that personally. I’m just pressed for time to really sit down and write lengthy responses. I will when I get a chance, of course, but that could take a while. However, I want to thank you guys for dropping me a line and as well as leaving me so many nice reviews. I say this a lot, but you have no idea how motivating it is to know that there are people who still want to read my shit. lol. It makes me feel like the effort I put in (Because, at this stage in my disinterest, it’s definitely an effort to write) is appreciated.

Anyway, again, I can only submit small chapters these days, so bear with it. And, as always, if I’m inspired to pen more, I will.

Happy Friday!