Beyond Redemption – Just a Fool’s Lullabye…

Just a Fool’s Lullabye…

Isn’t this a great song (the one that’s playing)? My pesky kid brother/erotic hostage (haha), Dangersque, introduced me to it. Her name is Amanda Marshall, a Canadian singer, and she’s one of his faves. The story I’m writing for him, “The Last Exit to Eden” is named after one of her songs. Yes, yes, I suck because I’ve only updated that story twice in more than a calendar year, but it just beats me down. I don’t know why, either, but my mind really draws a blank when I try to write it. However, I’m forcing my way through it; I have to. Even if I shorten the original plot to make it just a few chapters long, he will get his story, dammit! Hell, at this point, I’m concentrating on the giftfics and the rest is really up for grabs.

I’ve had a migraine off and on for the past few days and my allergies/vertigo is kicking into high gear. But I got my hands on some zyrtec today and I’m feeling a bit better. I can probably use more sleep, too, but I’m not in full insomnia mode yet.

I’ve been on facebook a LOT lately, and all because of the games, lol. I’m hopelessly addicted to some, and that really cuts into my desire/time to write. But, meh. You know my philosophy: Who reads this shit anyway? It hardly matters if I update or not unless you’re the person on the receiving end of a gift. Speaking of, I’m going to get an installment of Silence in today along with a short chap for Danga (hey, he said he didn’t mind short). If I’m lucky, I’ll get more done, but I’m not holding my breath.

In celebratory news, the New York Yankees have not only won their division, but they won it before anyone else has clinched theirs. And the best part? They won it by SWEEPING Boston, which stopped the Blo Sux from getting the wild card inside our stadium. Plus, they will have the best record in baseball -not even the Angels will catch them.

::Fist pump::

It was a beautiful weekend and I hope we continue to hand Boston cushy pads so they can go on their knees to their fucking masters.

Yeah, I hate them that much. Them, and their rude, craptastic fans.

Now, here’s to hoping that they keep their shit together and do well in the playoffs.

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In IG-World news, I just okayed the art for Eternal Destiny’s anniversary skin. It’s going to be really cute and I can’t wait for y’all to see it. This time I asked Maria-nee-chan to do it -she did the art on this blog- and she did a splendid job. I’m just waiting on the coloring and we’re all set.

As soon as I think of what I want, Absolution will get a new skin as well, and most likely, so will The Boiler Room. I already have the art for that. I was waiting for the header, but it looks like I’m going to end up making it myself, or asking my web designer to do it. Either way, it should be cute, all things considered.

If you haven’t voted at ED yet, do so. The polls close on 10/13 and we’ve got lots of great fictions to choose from. I actually need to get to work on the banners for it. Yep, I’m doing them this term since Neo is busy, so don’t expect greatness. xD Then, it will be time to vote on the Eternal Legends, so it should be fun all the way around.

Oh, and Challenge Destiny is closing for fall/winter recess and the last challenge is due tomorrow. If you’re a member, and want to get in on the last Ficlet of the Month poll, now is the time.

Also, the Feudal Association is looking for a new webmistress. If you have the time, inclination, web server, and the skills to put an extensive site together, drop me a line. πŸ˜€

Eh… that’s it for now. I have shit to do. Have a good week, and feel free to pop in at Abi to say hey. ^^

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  • 13 Comments

    • avatardangersque says:

      Hey, for once I didn’t have to mute my speakers! And my philosophy is a short update is better than no update.

      I totally know what you mean about getting sucked into games. I’m trying to kick a Bejewelled habit myself.

    • avatarSelina says:

      o______________o

      Now that that’s out of the way, congratulations. *said with a very neutral tone at being called rude and craptastic*

      Don’t mind me. I’m still pissed. You know why.

      Who reads this shit anyway? It hardly matters if I update or not unless you’re the person on the receiving end of a gift.

      More of the o____o face with a side of bitter anger.

      Girl, I’m gonna hurt you. For srs. I know I’m not alone in the Ultimate Squee Club that activates when you update a story. I think I activated the local Richter center when you last updated EoS, and don’t even get me started on GFE. On top of “Loved,” “In His Eyes,” and “Love Like Winter,” there is a bevy of gush-worthy tales that make me orgasm every time they hit the top of your recent fic list. And these are no typical orgasms; these could put Liz to shame. So don’t start in with that “nobody cares” shit again, because I’ll flood your review pages so fast, your head will be liable to explode.

      Now that all of those threats are out of my system, let me just give you a Selina-style squeeeeeeeeeeze and be off with my cranky self. And expect mail tonight…that won’t be so hostile.

      PS – Now I’m even crankier. WP cut off the entire second half of my original comment. *rages* Can you delete my fail plsthx?

      PPS – Okay, I see the problem now. I am full of ‘tarded. Two fails to delete now. Please excuse me while I go headdesk my way into sweet, endless slumber.

    • avatarDa Grrrl says:

      Oh, stop that, Lina! xD

      You know good and well I wasn’t talking about you -and you’re not even that big of a fan! I’m talking about the diehard, “I can’t keep my fucking mouth shut” types that always feel a need to comment about the Yankees because we’re on the fucking brain. They’re the only ones that seem to do that shit. When I see Blo Sux stuff, I just roll the eyes and keep going. I don’t have a comment; I don’t care enough. But oh, no. Not them. They can’t resist adding their two worthless cents to everything. I get it ALL the time, and honestly? I’m at a very STFU stage. Keep it to yourself, you know? Because trust, I didn’t fucking ask.

      The writing. Well, it’s been okay, not great, and certainly not awesome, lol. I don’t think anyone gives a shit about this stuff but a few, and really? i don’t know if I care that much. I try my best, and most times, no one gives as hit, so why am I bothering when Castle Age is waiting??? LOL. I mean, I’ll update eventually for my own piece of mind and for the few that really care about it (like you), but otherwise, I won’t be killing myself.

      And what’s my girl all cranky about?? (Can totally see a baby Lina with her bottom lip poked out! Squee!) I shall be looking to hear about this in mail, darn it! (And I deleted the headdesk entries. xD)

    • avatarDa Grrrl says:

      Oh shut up, Danga, before I lock you in a knobless room with nothing but my music!

      I’ve stayed off bejeweled, but Castle Age is a problem, lol. I’m hooked on that shit like crack! I’ve had stuff to do, and now I need to work on your chap, but I soooooo wanna go play. *whines* And are you on fb? Damn you for not friending me. *shakes fist*

    • avatarLindsay says:

      Oooo you and my Hubbie would NOT get along. He’s pro Red Sox. haha I’m pro Yankee. How this marriage works, I have no idea. I think we agree just to watch the Astros. (Being from Houston and all)

      Hope your hands are feelin better. Let’s kick more butt on Vampire Wars! haha

    • avatardangersque says:

      No, no fb for me. But trust me, stay away from Bejeweled. It’s like electronic crack.

    • avatarInu Hanyou Nikkie says:

      *giggles* Oh yea… I know of your and Liz’s love-love of FB and CA. I pull out the popcorn!

      *giggles more* Wouldn’t Dangersque be more of Willing Erotic Hostage?

      SQUEEEEE!! CONGRATS on your B-Team getting that Win! ROCKS! *beams*

      I love that story LEtE… There is only a few that I don’t follow (for my stubbornness (complete with the bottom lip sticking out) in pairings… XD) But I squeeeeee so hard I attract rodents and birds to me whenever I see an update!! And they are very very very very Wanted and enjoyed…. >.> If I can get my freaking comp and Mozilla to stop screwing around when I leisurely spend time typing up a review and let me review without the freeze job or white screen (I have no clue what button I had hit to cause this).

      Now don’t make me come over there and bring my army of Fainting Goats!! Or worse… I’ll bring the Muse of Fluffy and WAFFy Writing with me!! No one caring about your updates? *growls* You need a good injection of Vitamin Nikkie-Love!!!

      Yea.. Spring and Fall are suckage for allergens. >.< And the sleep cycle gets a boot to the head. Here is to hoping your insomnia goes on a holiday or half-time for you. *HUGGLES* if you can get some Melatonin .. give it a shot.

      Sent email which should cheer you up and get some laughter going. One word for it: Karma. *winks*

      I am looking forward to the new skins! I’m totally hips about the Eternal Legends and the Destined Awards! *bounces* all looking so fine!

      *FLYING TACKLING SPIDER MONKEY GLOMPAGE*

    • avatarLexxii says:

      the new song’s fantasical. i love it. and thank god for the yankees! i’m not a diehard fan, but i love them.

      & -hugs- alot of people love your work. they probably don’t show it, assholes, but like everyone else said, i’m sure more than a handful of us basically cry whenever you update :)

      zyrtec is my life saver, hope you feel better bb <3

    • avatarDa Grrrl says:

      Heya Lexxii!

      Isn’t that song great? I traded in for Depeche Mode now, but I really like that one. And yes, GOD BLESS THE PINSTRIPES!
      I’m a massive Yankee fan -big enough for the both of us, lol.

      And *big hugs* I’m sure a few people like to read my fics, but I’m not convinced that it’s “lots” and that’s perfectly cool because times change. I’ve been writing a really long time, and I’m sure people that used to read me have found others to enjoy. Circle of life and all. πŸ˜› And it’s good that they have. I won’t be writing that much longer, so it’s best to start looking at other folks. I really want to finish certain stories, which is why I’m still hanging around the writing pool, but if I ever come to decision that I can’t finish, I’ll just say farewell. It was a nice run. :)

      Zyrtec is a gift from God. Totally. It stops my vertigo and itchy eyes and makes life flowery again! xD
      Updates soon, I hope. <3

    • avatarDa Grrrl says:

      Nikkie!!!

      I’m picturing the fainting goats and cracking up. Where on earth do you find these things?!

      Karma is right. But that’s what happens when you’re a hot mess, making enemies everywhere. Good luck to them and that bale of retardation that is their existence. Couldn’t have happened to a more deserving person. And thanks for telling me about it -gave me a good chuckle. πŸ˜€

      I’ve been sucked into FB games so bad that I’m neglecting all the things I need to take care of like the last CD banners and Destined Award stuff. Then, there are the legends, and I don’t even want to think about the work involved with that. But I have no choice, so I’ll just deal like I always do.

      You know, all my life I never had allergies. I started getting them about 2 summers ago and it’s been hell. HELL. I have my zyrtec now, so I’m better, but when I’ve run out it gets pretty darned unpleasant. >.< I should be asleep since it’s 4:37am, but alas, here I am, lol. I really need to get myself in gear. Sigh.

      *LEAPING SPIDER MONKEY GLOMPS*

      (with feet!)

    • avatarDa Grrrl says:

      Join fb. You know you wanna!

    • avatarDa Grrrl says:

      Linds!

      Gah, he’s pro sox? >.> No, we definitely wouldn’t get along, lol. I’m 1000% against the Blo Sux and cackled with glee when we swept them and stopped them from getting the wild card while they were in our stadium. In fact, the only reason why they got the WC at all is because Texas lost and they squeaked in mathematically. Asshats.

      Yeah, diehard pinstripes fan here. xD
      But at least you’re pro yanks, which makes you awesome. πŸ˜€

      My hands are bitchy, but not so awful that I can’t get anything done. (Thanks for asking!) I just need inspiration and less facebook. >.> I almost left VW today because I’m sick of the cheese. What is the deal with all of these lower levels beating us? I’m an adept, but I’m getting housed by a neophyte with lower skill points (and not even a superior neophyte!)? o.O

      That’s bullshit, lol. So I was going to dump it, but my friend is whining for me to stay. Sigh. Plus, I have about 100 mill in the bank and tons of minions, so I guess I should hang a bit longer. If I ever change my mind, though, I’ll send you some of my cool abilities as gifts. πŸ˜€

    • avatarInu Hanyou Nikkie says:

      Those fainting goats? I discovered them when the Mythbusters were doing internet myths. Love the Mythbusters! They crack me up very time! Tory, Grant and Kari went to investigate the myth of the fainting goats. It was priceless! Tory ‘fainted’ when a goat head butt his jewels.

      I’m lol-ing happily because one of Her members of Her site posted his Username and Password in a review! >.> ’cause everyone knows just how safe and secure THAT is. *snickers* is the saying “Made of Win” workable for this?

      Just don’t go stretching yourself out too much and not sleeping either! Makes for unhappy camper-mode. Know that all the hard work is very seriously appreciated by this little person!! *GLOMPAGE*

      I got a couple of days off so I’m going to pack in alot of work on those days. Including reviewing!

      Thank goodness for allergy tabs! *bounces*