Beyond Redemption

Been MIA for a bit. I severely pulled a muscle in my shoulder and it put me down pretty good. The pain has been so severe that it reverberates into my chest, which sucks the hairiest balls ever. I see my doc in a few days, but in the meantime, shit just blows. Doesn’t help that I haven’t really felt like writing or doing much of anything since breathing even hurts…

Anyway, going to attempt to do some writing today. I have about 2 half chapters I picked away at on my desktop, so let’s see if I can finish them and get them posted fast. They won’t be very long or every great; doing anything IY-related is a struggle for me these days. But I do want to try and finish the 5 requested fics, at least. Next month InuGrrrl turns 9. Dude, why am I still doing this? lol.

Meet my newest k-pop obsession. Oh Sehun (Last name first) of EXO.
He’s fucking gorgeous.

Hey BBs!!

Just a quickie. I’m feeling a lot better. Almost normal. Had some tests done this week and I have an MRI next week to confirm my doc’s suspicions, but otherwise, I’m feeling pretty okay after being nearly crippled for almost a month. It sucked balls, trust me on that! I’m going to be taking it easy (I don’t want a relapse >.>), but yeah, I’m doing okay now. ♡＾▽＾♡

That means I’ll be writing again (Yeah, I know you guys are sick of waiting. Heh.). Not sure when I’ll post, but I’m working on at least one update before I start Fan Month, so make sure you vote in the poll if you haven’t already. I’m tentatively thinking of kicking it off on April 1st, provided I’m still feeling healthy and up to the job. Either way, there will be an announcement when I have a date.

Being ill delayed InuGrrrl [dot] Net v. 5.0 and I never got to post a new skin for you guys on my birthday, so expect both of those in the next few days. After all, there must be an “Absolution InuYasha 2014“, right?? (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

EDIT: InuGrrrl [dot] Net v. 5.0 is now live! \o/

I also posted my new “IG and IY 2014” artwork in my gallery for those who wish to see. It is awesome shit! Neo also made me a badass IK wallie and some avvies and sigs and other goodies that she knows I love because she’s the most awesome chick in the world! She’s even making a new wallie of my IG/IY art because she rocks! (*⌒∇⌒*)

Oh, and Thunder says hello…

But Kevin says he’s still the man…

（*/∇＼*）

Just a little update for the people who peek at this blog.

1. I’m feeling slightly better. I’ve got some scary medical shit going on and tomorrow I take a CT scan just to make sure all is as it should be. I’ve been putting it off for a while, but decided to just do it and get it over with so I can relax again. Then, I see my doc to complain about what almost sent me to the ER on my birthday. All of this sucks infinite ass, but as long as I’m alive… heh.

2. I had a really great birthday, despite being so sick. I have amazing friends who gave me awesome fucking gifts like GCs to iTunes and Amazon, gorgeous artwork, graphics, and countless birthday wishes. I got a big awesome, vanilla birthdaycake, too with lots of thick, sugary frosting! (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Then, there’s my Kau who always manages to give me exactly the things that I want most. She’s been showering me with gifts all month, including two UKISS clothing albums that I wanted, a super adorable Hello Kitty coin bank, a Hello Kitty Jelly bean candy holder and just… ack. So. Much. Stuff. She’s amazeballs and the bestest friend I could ever ask for. I’ll be posting my goodies this week, starting today so you can drop by the gallery throughout the week to get a look. (｡^_^｡ )人( ｡^.^｡) <--Besties!♡ 3. The worst shit happened. lol. I had a dream last night about a plot I've been wanting to rework for a new story, came up with something I really wanted to write, and I guess my subconscious knew it because I managed to force myself awake... and guess what? I CAN’T REMEMBER THE FUCKING DETAILS. ARGH.

4. I made a batch of Rice Krispies treats -and they gave me heartburn. WTF? (」ﾟﾛﾟ)｣

There ya have it, 4 new developments. lol. I’m going to try to do some writing today, but I wouldn’t count on my posting anything until the weekend because I have doc appts to contend with and that tends to blank my mind of anything else, understandably.

Btw, Have you met Sexy Thunder and MBLAQ?

I’ll give you a hint, he’s featuring my favorite color quite prominently…（人´∀`*）

I probably didn’t mention this before, but I hurt my shoulder last week sometime. I don’t even know how. I just woke up one day, and from that day on, my shoulder has been seriously painful with limited movement at the rotator cuff. To top it off, my doctor is on vacation. So, I haven’t been writing much -sorry- but the good news is that I’ve been feeling a bit better (found some exercises on YT that are helping a bit), so I’ll attempt a bit of writing and see how it goes.

In other fun news, I watched Sherlock (the BBC show) and it’s brilliant. I wasn’t too interested in watching it until I finally owned my crush on “Khan” from Star Trek: Into Darkness (Benedict Cumberbatch), but I’m so glad I did. If you haven’t seen it, do yourself a favor and do so. All of the available seasons are on Netflix. It’s rapid-fire, witty, and just fucking fun. If you haven’t seen the newest Star Trek, hurry up and see that, too. I’ve seen it 4 times already and love it a little more each time (Saw the first one in 2009 a whopping 14 times, so yeah. I’m a bit of a trekkie). (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

I just adore Khan to fucking pieces. So much so, it rivaled -and almost surpassed- my love for Zachary Quinto’s Spock (whom I love to no end!). Those green-blue eyes and those lovely cheekbones… (◡ ‿ ◡ ✿)

And to sate my Khan lust, look what Kau got me!

I’m also getting these wallscrolls:

And this shirt:

The geek in me is all… ♡o｡.(✿ฺ｡ ✿ฺ)

I also started watching Breaking Bad (finally). I just wasn’t that interested (even though I love the “Malcolm in the Middle” dad), but I finished the first season in 2 days and it’s good. Sad at times, funny at times, but good and it really makes science look cool (Not the drugs and shit, but the other stuff the character shows us along the way). Educational insanity. Ha.

So, anyway, I’ll post an update when I can. Just didn’t want y’all to think I forgot about it. (^_^)b

Bought this today. Pages and pages of perfection… what a beautiful man!

And I’m gonna see this beautiful man this weekend…

Saw this on Thursday -midnight show- in 3D. It was pretty amazing. The visuals are really stunning, and Leonard DiCaprio is, like, Titanic gorgeous. Yes, he looks older, but it’s that deliciously mature, debonair kind of older (Which has everything to do with his pretty, clean-shaven face and those fantastic era-centric clothes) that totally makes me say… “He can hit it.”

Forgot to share my awesome little Kevin giftie that my Rhye-bread made for mah birfday! She knows how much I spaz over him and gave me goodeez!

She’s the bestest! (｡´ ‿｀♡)

Okay, so I guess its time for an update.

First, a “Shankies!” goes out to those who shot me some mail to see how I’ve been doing. I was sick, really sick, sicker than I’ve ever been in my life and I probably should have been in the hospital. I refused to go. I’m not 100%, but I’m light years better than I was earlier in the week. There’s still some pain and weakness, recurring headaches and sore/achy muscles, but still, way better than I was (That should give you an idea of just how bad it was). I haven’t been using mail much and stuff, so if you didn’t hear back from me yet, you will, eventually, but know that I appreciate it.

So, let’s fill y’all in, shall we?

I had started writing the next chapter of  In His Eyes  when I fell ill. Not sure if I’ll be picking it back up right away, but I do plan to get back to writing. I also got back the latest art for If I Want To, and whoa. It’s fucking amazing. It’s a ‘couple’ pose and that’s all I want to say because I want you guys to see it and heart it. One art down, two to go!

Went k-pop shopping and got some new U-KISS merch (Japanese CDs and a spiffy bag). I really fucking love that group. Would give just about anything to see them live. I also managed to snag tickets to see B.A.P. (A really popular Korean rookie group) and Depeche Mode in May and September, respectively. K-pop rarely comes stateside, so this is a big deal for us ‘fanatics’. The craziness that went into acquiring these tickets -OMG! They both went on sale on the same day within 2 hours of each other, so Kau and I were tag-teaming Ticketmaster to make sure that we got both sets. It was actually kinda fun.

This is my favorite song and video from BAP.

Watched some Netflix while I was sick and stumbled across two yaoi flicks. One was called “Schoolboy Crush” (also known as “Boys Love”), inspired by boy love manga.

The actors were cute, but one in particular, Kazunori Tani, was just so completely adorable to me (Even though he was sorta the bad guy…).  If you have Netflix, it’s worth seeing at least once (If you like BL. There’s no smut in this). Here are the movie posters from America and Japan.

(Kazunari is in the second frame, leaning over the main protagonist)

The second movie I saw was “Bangkok Love Story”. It was good, but tragic (So is Schoolboy Crush, really), and the ‘uke’ was sooooo cute! Have a peek!

Now, for the nummy uke…

Yeah… being sick wasn’t so bad!

But, of course, no Asian boy is prettier than my Asian boy…

From gorgeous baby…

To gorgeous adult~

That’s all for now. Hopefully, I’ll have something written soon and I’ll respond to mail when I can.