Beyond Redemption – Sickies

Category “Sickies”

Alive and a Bit Better.

Sunday, 13 October, 2013

Just a quickie update for those who still peek in here. I’m in the midst of a carpal/cubital tunnel flare up (Pain from the tops of the shoulders down to the tips of the fingers). I can’t type for extended periods of time (like when I write) without serious pain (pins/needles/burning/aches x50). I’m back in braces, but I can feel myself getting a bit better. Also found some supplements that will help with the nerve pain (that’s what carpal/cubital is). They should be here in a few days, so until then, I’m trying to take it easy. I’m going to start writing today and will post whatever I can come up with. I don’t want to give you anything super short, but it really depends on my hands, so don’t be shocked by a chapter as small as 2k. I can write in short spurts for the time being, so I’m playing it by ear and doing what I can.

To those who have been at the site, re-reading and leaving kind reviews for me -thank you so much! It’s been a real source of motivation. For all of you guys who have been nudging me toward writing originals and getting published, well, you may finally get what you want. However, it may come at a price. Still thinking about it, but your faith in me is much appreciated. Sweet Kiss

Sick, But Present.

Saturday, 24 August, 2013

I was really sick on Friday. The kind of sick that keeps you in bed all day long and contemplating a visit to the ER. I’m feeling a bit better now, but not 100%. I’m so sick of this shit, for real. I want one day where something isn’t fucking haywire.

Thursday night I actually got a tiny bit of writing done. I’m hoping to do a bit more tonight, but it probably won’t be much since I’m still recovering. Sigh. I wasn’t happy with what I had, either, but I’m not going to complain too much. The words don’t want to come at all, so beggars can’t be choosy! For a while, chapters may be kind of uneventful, or even dry, but that’s because I’m forcing it now ’cause I have no choice. >.> Yay.

I also popped in at one of my favorite Industrial artist’s website, Assemblage23, and bought a bunch of music. Apparently, he had his own label and had some good acts signed to it. Two of which are, Lost Signal and Espermachine. They’re both fucking awesome (If you like stuff like VNV Nation or Seabound, or Covenent, you’ll like these guys), so expect to hear them on Absolution shortly. Assemblage23 also covered one of my favorite 80’s songs, “Love My Way” by the Psychedelic Furs and it sounds so neat! Embarrassed The digital albums were super cheap, too, and it was nice to support some of my indie groups, especially Assemblage23, whom I love!

Oh, and kau bought me a new computer chair and a back massage thingy that fits into the chair. How awesome is she??? We don’t like the chair much, so I’m debating sending it back. The site wasn’t that forthcoming about the thing and we’re a little unhappy with it in person. The massage thingy, I’ll keep and see how it works out.

Okay, gonna try a bit of writing and see how it goes.

P.S. Wanna read the translation of the new InuYasha drama CD?
It’s actually cute… even if they did make InuYasha look like an idiot. Again.

Went a Little Overboard

Saturday, 11 February, 2012

My hands, arms, and shoulders (that’s how my CT works) are really aching today, y’all, so the next update may take a couple of days. Sigh.

IG Update

Saturday, 5 November, 2011

So I haven’t posted anything here in ages, but a few things happened. The first is that my cousin is on the road to recovery. He was seriously injured in an attack and had to have surgery. That happened last week, and while recovery will take over a year, he’s going to be okay and that’s what matters.

Two, 2 days ago my cat got really ill. I wasn’t sure what was wrong, but it was the worst night ever. I cried so much -I thought he was dying. I had never seen him like this before. His symptoms were:

1. No appetite -he stopped eating and drinking completely.

2. Lethargic and weak – simple jumps from the couch to the floor had him landing with a hard slam.

3. He was breathing every heavily and noisily. Almost like a ‘growl’ with each breath.

4. He wobbled whenever he stood and walked in such a shaky way I thought he’d fall each time he tried.

5. He kept hiding -something cats tend to do when they’re extremely sick and/or dying.

Like I said, it was a brutal, teary night for me. We went to the vet the next day and he had blood tests. He was negative for all the serious stuff, but tested positive for severe dehydration. So they gave him an IV and wanted to do another test that cost even more money (2 blood tests and an IV was $100), yet the vet kept telling me that she ‘didn’t know what was wrong’. I started feeling bullshitted, so I blew the test off.

We discussed food and I told her he was a tuna cat. It was dry food exclusively before, but he kept throwing it up (I have a story about that in a minute), so I turned to tuna. She said there were supplements in cat food that he could use and I should switch. She also said wet food was best for adult cats (he’s 6) because of the water content.

I ended up taking him home and he was acting a bit better since he’d gotten fluids in him. I bought several cans of Meow Mix (wet) and over the last 48 hours he slowly started eating again and acting more normal. He’s now walking right, making his jumps, and is pretty much back to his old self. Though, I’ll be monitoring him closely for a while. It turns out that the extra, very expensive, ‘maybe’ test wasn’t needed; I simply had to change his food.

Now, about that. I used to feed him only dry food, and he was fine, but lately he’d been throwing it up. I changed brands (at least I thought I had), but it was still happening. That’s when I abandoned dry food for tuna. Well, during my food research 2 days ago, I found a slew of complaints on the Consumer Affairs site about Purina pet foods.

Wanna guess what I’d been feeding my cat? >.>
And worse, I kept getting different foods, failing to notice that they were all made by the same people.

According to numerous complaints all over America, and even Canada, their food is infested with worms, larva, maggots, “nests”, and other insects. Some people complained about finding worms all over the cupboards where they keep the food. Some animals have had their organs shut down and had to be put to sleep. It’s absolutely disgusting and I’m amazed by the lack of coverage on this. It happens in both cat and dog food, but the latter seems to be reported more.

If you use Purina, do your pet a favor and check their food bags thoroughly, or play it completely safe by not buying anything made by them. That many people in so many different states can’t be wrong.

On the pulp-fiction front, I’m working on chapters, but I want to shout out the people who took a minute to review Pandora. I appreciate it, especially given the kind of story it is. Unlike those who come, read, and never say shit, you guys actually showed some love, so I’ll remember you when things around here change for good. <3 I’m out.

I’m So Sick…. And There’s a New Fic.

Sunday, 19 December, 2010

I got sick over the weekend. Well, it started on Thursday night and got full blown over the weekend. Coughing, stuffy nose, headaches -all that good shit. I’m not even leaving my house for a while because it’s fucking freezing in NYC and I won’t be able to take it.

In good news, I got a new story off the ground. It’s VERY short and I pretty much know what has to be done in each chapter for a change -yay! It’s for the lovely JessieAngel, one of my watchers at Deviant Art. She, and the always awesome, Nutella (You know her as KeiChanz), won my kiriban so they’re each getting a story. They each chose the basic premise of the plot and I supplied all the rest.

Jessie’s story is called Pas De Deux, a ballet term meaning “Dance of Two”. She wanted a scenario where InuYasha and Kagome are roommates, but she thinks he’s gay. I didn’t have one of those, so I figured, why the hell not? The surrounding story was my idea -love it or hate- but it makes for a chuckle. I’m even trying to set in motion a bit of art for it, so huzzah!

Nutella’s is next (I’m trying to do one at a time instead tackling both and possibly getting stuck), but I don’t want to get into that plot until I actually hammer it down. But it will most likely be a lemon oneshot. I’ve also been working on my little vampire fic that I neglect out the wazoo, but again, I want to concentrate on Jessie’s fic for now and get it completed as soon as possible.

And to round it all out, I have a new love in my life. DJ Tiesto. I’m a person that has never been into “club” music -Trance, house, etc. It was just repetitive bunk for me. But I’m starting to really love some of this stuff, particularly Tiesto. Dutch born, this guy is a DJ extraordinaire! His beats are just awesome, and they’re pretty much the soundtrack to Jessie’s fic. I put him on and just write. One of his songs will actually appear in the story (lyrics), but not until the end, and another will just be mentioned. Of course, there will be downloads, so wait for it. xD

Okay, that’s it for now. I’m halfway done with the next chapter and I want to get the rest written.
(Thank you, carpal tunnel for making life slow).

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