Beyond Redemption

Quickie update.

1. I finished my Secret Santa offering yesterday. Yay.
2. I’m working on a new chapter. I’ll try to have it posted before 2014.
3. For Xmas, since it’s been so long, I’ll debut a new skin.
4. I’m probably going to rid myself of two more “friends” very soon.
5. Thanks for sticking with me another year. ☆*･゜ﾟ･*\(^O^)/*･゜ﾟ･*☆

Quick update. I’m working on something for my Secret Santa over at dA. I probably shouldn’t have decided to do it. I’m rusty as fuck and out of my element. Every word is like pulling molars. Plus, again, I’m out of my element -writing about Xmas sucks. Writing about a world I didn’t create sucks. So, IMO, my offering sucks. lol. But it’s too late to turn back and maybe this awful kick in the gut is what I need to stop dropping a few lines here and there and actually write enough to post an actual chapter. Really wish I loved writing like I used to; you guys have been waiting for ages and if I don’t twist my arm more, you guys will wait forever. Not a good look. So, I’ll do what I can, as soon as I can. But seriously <.< can’t stress this enough >.> don’t expect anything great. It’s been too long for that.

And if you don’t hear from me before it hits, have a Merry Christmas! (*^▽^*)

And in other news, UKISS has a new album and video (I already have both). My boys look yummy (Though I’m not loving those high pants and bright shoes >.>). Kevin is gorgeous, as always, and I’m loving that Rolls Royce with the suicide doors! It’s been a hard few months for my boys. The youngest member (called a “maknae”), Dongho, left the group 2 weeks ago after a lot of absences and negotiations with the managers and everyone is taking the news hard. He said he wanted a normal life and ended all of his celebrity commitments, but the boys -and the fans- are hoping he’ll change his mind (doubtful). However, the show must go on and they came out swinging. This is a UKISS no one has seen before and I’m loving it! ೖ(σ̑˽σ̑)ೖ

In fanfiction news, sorry, guys, but I haven’t been writing at all. I just haven’t felt like it, and when I do, the spurts of inspiration have been fading before I can even put pen to paper. I feel bad; you’ve been waiting a long time for the next wave and it hasn’t come. I hope this doesn’t last. I’m okay with not writing anymore. I’m probably over it completely, but I’m not okay with completely disappointing you guys. That’s why I’m hoping that the drought ends soon and I can get back to entertaining the lovelies. Sigh.

Ciao, bellas! (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Just a quickie update for those who still peek in here. I’m in the midst of a carpal/cubital tunnel flare up (Pain from the tops of the shoulders down to the tips of the fingers). I can’t type for extended periods of time (like when I write) without serious pain (pins/needles/burning/aches x50). I’m back in braces, but I can feel myself getting a bit better. Also found some supplements that will help with the nerve pain (that’s what carpal/cubital is). They should be here in a few days, so until then, I’m trying to take it easy. I’m going to start writing today and will post whatever I can come up with. I don’t want to give you anything super short, but it really depends on my hands, so don’t be shocked by a chapter as small as 2k. I can write in short spurts for the time being, so I’m playing it by ear and doing what I can.

To those who have been at the site, re-reading and leaving kind reviews for me -thank you so much! It’s been a real source of motivation. For all of you guys who have been nudging me toward writing originals and getting published, well, you may finally get what you want. However, it may come at a price. Still thinking about it, but your faith in me is much appreciated.

I just got back the cutest artsie from my Sarah-Belle! Remember Camp Destiny, the oneshot (Though I may add flashfic “adventures” to it down the line) I wrote about the IY “kiddies”? A specific -and very cute- scene happened in that one and Sarah made a little recreation for me. I’ll try and post it with the story in a day or so. It’s super adorbs. ^^

I probably didn’t mention this before, but I hurt my shoulder last week sometime. I don’t even know how. I just woke up one day, and from that day on, my shoulder has been seriously painful with limited movement at the rotator cuff. To top it off, my doctor is on vacation. So, I haven’t been writing much -sorry- but the good news is that I’ve been feeling a bit better (found some exercises on YT that are helping a bit), so I’ll attempt a bit of writing and see how it goes.

In other fun news, I watched Sherlock (the BBC show) and it’s brilliant. I wasn’t too interested in watching it until I finally owned my crush on “Khan” from Star Trek: Into Darkness (Benedict Cumberbatch), but I’m so glad I did. If you haven’t seen it, do yourself a favor and do so. All of the available seasons are on Netflix. It’s rapid-fire, witty, and just fucking fun. If you haven’t seen the newest Star Trek, hurry up and see that, too. I’ve seen it 4 times already and love it a little more each time (Saw the first one in 2009 a whopping 14 times, so yeah. I’m a bit of a trekkie). (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

I just adore Khan to fucking pieces. So much so, it rivaled -and almost surpassed- my love for Zachary Quinto’s Spock (whom I love to no end!). Those green-blue eyes and those lovely cheekbones… (◡ ‿ ◡ ✿)

And to sate my Khan lust, look what Kau got me!

I’m also getting these wallscrolls:

And this shirt:

The geek in me is all… ♡o｡.(✿ฺ｡ ✿ฺ)

I also started watching Breaking Bad (finally). I just wasn’t that interested (even though I love the “Malcolm in the Middle” dad), but I finished the first season in 2 days and it’s good. Sad at times, funny at times, but good and it really makes science look cool (Not the drugs and shit, but the other stuff the character shows us along the way). Educational insanity. Ha.

So, anyway, I’ll post an update when I can. Just didn’t want y’all to think I forgot about it. (^_^)b

Got yet another illustration completed for If I Want To today. InuYasha looks like a boss. I’m now very sure that I like getting art more than I like writing the actual story. lol. And no, I won’t be showing it to anyone until the story calls for it.

Just a little note to let y’all know I’m still working on updates. They’re giving me a little trouble, but I am chipping away and this is not another hiatus. Like I warned you guys before, updates will be rusty, but they are coming.

Lately I’ve been getting a lot of kind comments and notes from people who admire me and my fictions and are pushing me to try my hand at publishing (I used to get that in the past, too, but this month I’ve gotten it more than usual). I’m happy to say that I’m finally considering it. However, it would be a long time before that ever came to pass (if it does at all).

You should also know that I don’t have any plans to just drop my IY fics simply because I plan to write more originals. You guys have been with me for years and I wouldn’t just abandon you (like some writers have when they got a bug up their asses to be pursue writing careers). My plan is to finish as many IY stories as I can since, at this point, I still write them solely for you guys.

Okay, you’ve been brought up to speed, so I’m out! (づ￣ ³￣)づ