Beyond Redemption

Just had to stop by to wish my peeps a HNY! Hopefully, we’ll all have a great one free of drama, headaches, and health scares (that turn out to be real >.>).

I started my first day of the new year by taking care of myself like I said I would. I don’t like all the changes I have to make, but I want to live so I’m gonna do them. It’s not so awful, I’m realizing, as I get used to things, but it’s necessary.

I’ve also decided to end some ‘friendships’ for good, if you can even call them that. You pretty much know when someone is full of shit, and I’ve known this about several people, so I’m cutting ties in their entirety. Yes, this includes online people. I’m a bit sick of people who think they’re something important or who act shady when I don’t bend to their will. They’re not worth knowing because I’m not going to change the way I think for anybody. Fuck them with a fork. I’ve been civil and avoiding drama, but I’m at a point that I don’t care about that. I don’t want to know them, so I’m not going to.

I’ve also made a resolution to write more. I know I don’t feel that bright spark that I once did for fanfiction, but that doesn’t mean it’s lost forever. I let myself get hurt along the way, I let my inspiration die out, and I’ve been hard on myself -all for no good reason. Fanfic is supposed to be fun, not “serious business”, and I want to find the fun again so I can finish what I’ve started for the ones who matter: My supporters. I also have my original to bang out, so I gotta get off my lazy ass! (Oi, no agreeing with me! >.>)

Today is also Eternal Destiny’s 5th birthday. Yay! \o/ It started out as just a little gift to my friends and lovelies, but it grew into that cute little house on the end of the street. lol. It was never meant to be a big place, and it never will be, but it’s home to many and that’s something to be proud of, ne? Make sure you visit and grab your anniversary gift.

Anyway, I hope you guys have a great, prosperous, and truly happy new year. Don’t let people bring you down over silly shit, don’t forget about the things you love and why you love them, and don’t let anyone, FRIEND OR FOE, tell you “NO”. Don’t ever give away that power, and thanks for brightening my days with great reviews and encouragement. <3

Happy Birthday, Abby! <3 (hope I got the day right)

OMFG. What a shitty birthday! (-____-)

So, my net went down on the night of March 1st, leaving me with what I call “watered down” internet. There was some shit gone wrong in my area and everyone, or most people, were subjected to this weak-as-all-hell service that would only let us get on certain low-traffic sites. I was basically locked out of everything that mattered until yesterday. URG. But Kau kept me sane (what would I do without kau???)

However, it was REALLY nice to come back to so much birthday love. I got tons of messages from Facebook and Deviant Art, a ticket to see Janet Jackson this month from kau, gift art and cute lil doodles, and a killer wallpaper from my girl, Am, and the art I bought for myself was finished right on the big day. I was able to access my e-mail, so it was awesome to get to see it. And it is GORGEOUS.

It’s for All The Things You Never Say, and I must admit, Sarah drew my OC perfectly. She’s truly an amazing artist and SO sweet! If you haven’t visited Absolution yet, you should. I made a skin with the characters, but the true beauty is in the finished art with the original background. That, you can find at my gallery. It is LOVELY!

In other news, I have a gang of e-mail to catch up on. So if I owe you (and you all know who you are) expect it soon. I’ms till catching up on everything. 4 days without net is like a lifetime! Gah!

In fanfic news, I’m going to attempt some writing later on, so you may see something soon. Other than the old skool fic I’m doing, I’m not sure what else will get touched. I still have to take care of Nutella (I’ve been drawing HARD blanks on her plot and I feel awful because this was a contest win >.<). I'm also thinking about closing my fanfiction.net account. I hate that site. I always have. It looks and runs crappy too much of the time, it's a safe haven for plagiarists, and there are assholes there by the boatload. I've long stopped fucking with public sites for my fiction ever since I learned that many moderators and site owners are unprofessional, irresponsible, and classless. However, I stayed on FFN, and even added more stories to my account there, when I started getting plagiarized so that I'd have a more of a presence. It didn't help. I still got plagiarized, and the mods there still didn't do anything about it. (There are plagiarized stories there from years back that have hundreds of complaints and reports, and guess what? They're still there!) So, yeah, kinda done. I’ve already discontinued many WIP updates there, but now, I’m thinking about deading the whole thing.

Anyway, that’s it for now. ^_^

Still the King of Pop.